What is in your mind and what are you thinking ?

I am thinking about life from spiritual point of view. I am trying to understand that on one side is God and on other side is the practical world . God is your own true self , God is inside you . At the same time , I am writing truth that I do respect the theories given by Charles Darwin which are related to ” survival of the fittest ” . The fit person lives and weak dies . Then sometimes , when I am alone ; I try to think who is good ” socialist ‘” or ” capitalist ” . When I sit alone in my life all these words ; God , Human Emotions , Socialist , Capitalist , Charles Darwin , Survival of the fittest ; they sorround me by unknown and unexplained ways . There is a question ; when you know that weak needs more attention then why still you associate with the strong . Answer this question ; ” It’s good to associate with the strong ” . I am telling you hundred percent truth ; in my personal life , I never try to associate with the strong in the beginning. I always remain in less energetic and simple profile . But when it comes to my personal life and survival; I change . That mean ,I want to live on this earth , I like life ; may be I love life . My goal in life is to be simple , peaceful and I try my level best to remain in a less energetic profile . Winning and loosing , happy and unhappy ; may be everything is relative .